hiatus

im on a therapy hiatus until the 26th of august. im gonna use this time to fully take advantage of the last summer of my life. i have a sense of impending doom because as august draws to an end, i need to enter the workforce. which isnt that bad. im looking forward to having some sort of purpose in the world and something to do everyday, but having a job + responsibilities + financial independence + decision making= being a grown up =

this week, my therapist said something like, it seems you want to hold on to the magic of being a child. DUH! being a child is the best! kids rule!